Saturday, August 14, 2010

Song for two.

A thousand dreams of you fill my mind.
Of the days and nights that you were mine.
Just you and me no thoughts or cares.
At times it felt like we were walking on air.
A careless breeze on the oceanside.
You and me were one as time passed by.
This could go on forever you always said.
As you looked me in the eye I felt your stare.
Pierce me deep like a severed wound.
You loved me as much as I loved you.
I can't remember a single day.
That I didn't reach out to you to touch your face.
And pull you closer till it touched mine.
And whisper in your ear.
Please always be mine.
Because as bad as this may sound.
I knew one day you would not be around.
And I'd be sitting here typing away.
Mourning your memory with every passing day.
I guess that what I'm trying to say.
Is you'll never know how much I am missing you each day.
I know that you're around maybe looking down.
Cause even now I feel you.
You're presence resounds.
And I know that soon one day.
The music will start up again to play.
The sweet sounds that we once knew.
Just me and you.
A song for two.

Alone.

I'm just alone like the rest of the world.
Trapped in a cycle I can't escape.

Look to the sky for answers that aren't even there.
Who knows how much longer i can bear.

This sadness that lives so deep inside.
Many times I've just wished I could die.

Cause this life is too hard for one to take.
Our lost dreams and lost love are almost too much for god's sake.

The void that's inside me is one that cannot be explained.
By two or three lines, not even ten will the pain.

Cause losing what you never got to know.
Would kill even the strongest person I've ever known.

Another day of ups and downs has come and gone.
I pray that tomorrow I'll see another dawn.

Because although this life is full of misery.
I know that one day it'll give all it's got to offer me.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Give love a try.

People say,
give love a try.
I'd assume,
to just let it pass by.

Been there,
done that.
It's all just the same.
Taking it for granted,
always they're to blame.

Of course,
you've done,
nothing wrong at all.
Cause that person in question,
was just a friend after all.

But you and I both know,
that just isn't the case.
Your lying and cheating,
is a slap in the face.

To not only me,
but also you,
and your family and friends.
Your actions disgrace,
the closest of them.

So when people tell me,
to give love a try.
I tell them,
what for?

To just say goodbye?

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Love them and leave.

Love and leave,
she once said to me.

It's too hard to please,
down on hand and knee.

Love and leave,
she cries out to me.
For loving forever only ends up in misery.

Love and leave,
two steps make it three.
For 4 would be too much,
and one does not believe.

Love and leave,
she'll never just see.
The love that he gives her,
no never I see.

Love and leave,
she once said to me,
that being with one is like one of her worst dreams.

Love them and leave,
is that right you think?
To fool him and lead him and break his heart, damn
girl,
that's mean.

Love them and leave,
she'll never find me.
No god no,
I'll never just love them and leave.

Listen.

Listen to me when I tell you I love you.
I'll wait forever for you.
Time stops still when I'm with you.
And can't slow down enough to make it last.

All I ask is for you to listen to me when I tell you I love you.
Give me the time of day,
Maybe a minute, a second even of every day.
To let you let you know you're all I need and want.
See these tears streaming down my face?
Love lives in them,
asking for you to listen.

All I ask is for you to listen to me when I tell you I love you.
I'll listen to you.
Listen to your problems, fears, and insecurities.
Make your wrongs feel right,
your skies look bright,
and heart full tonight.

All I ask is for you to listen to me when I tell you I love you.
I promise you I'll make everything alright.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Crash down.

Alone every day
every second of every day is not enough.

All the time's slipped away
every moment and every day is crashing down.
Just crashing down.

So crash down with me
So I'm not all alone in this place.
In this place.
This place frightens me
with all of it's inadequacies
not good enough.
No not good enough.
So crash down with me.

What would you do
if I told you that I needed you.
Yes
I needed you.
To take care of me and listen instead of for once telling me.
That I wasn't good enough.
No not good enough.

So crash down with me
So I'm not all alone in this place.
In this place.
This place frightens me
with all of it's inadequacies
not good enough.
No not good enough.
So crash down with me.

I know that it's scary out there.
But sometimes you just gotta care.
Put up the fight and I promise you just might get in.
Might get in.

So crash down with me
So I'm not all alone in this place.
In this place.
This place frightens me
with all of it's inadequacies
not good enough.
No not good enough.
So crash down with me.